I have your same thoughts and feelings. Seems like I wish every day away as soon as a get up in the morning. Work 85 hours a week and have 3 hours a day to rest my body and mind before bed to get up and repeat it all over again. I pray more and more every day for some relief, and a way off the never ending hamster wheel. I know in my heart God did not put us here to pay someone else’s way, give our life to some evil supporting groups or wish my days would end more quickly. I’m tired. So very tired, mentally, physically and spiritually. I’m at my precipice just waiting for everyone else to arrive with me so we can join forces and boot evil from this world. I hope to see that day, I hope and pray I can make it, just one more day. Prayers to you in your life as well. I’ll be waiting for others at the hangman’s tree to watch those who practice evil pay for their actions.