I've always had a side that leaned toward procrastination, but never to the point that I seem physically, mentally unable to take care of business.
For example, I still have a number of task not started, or unfinished that I need to complete to protect my property, family wellbeing, in the event of civil unrest.
I have done somethings, but I am very frustrated that I am having such difficulty getting key important task completed. "You fucking had the chance and failed them", is how I will feel if I don't complete these things.
I am hesitant to blame what might be pure sorry ass laziness on some outside force, but damn it man, I swear I seem to be under the influence of some bad mojo, and was just wondering if I was alone in this.
In my case, I think it's the exhaustion of the past almost 7 yrs. I am worn out. Praying it is all resolved. For the first several yrs, I was raring to go but now, meh. I still believe as much as ever that God wins, I'm just so lethargic. It isn't my diet because I am meticulous about what I eat. If anything, I'd classify it as adrenal fatigue but my cortisol levels are fine.
May be a low grade depression🤷🏻♀️