I've always had a side that leaned toward procrastination, but never to the point that I seem physically, mentally unable to take care of business.
For example, I still have a number of task not started, or unfinished that I need to complete to protect my property, family wellbeing, in the event of civil unrest.
I have done somethings, but I am very frustrated that I am having such difficulty getting key important task completed. "You fucking had the chance and failed them", is how I will feel if I don't complete these things.
I am hesitant to blame what might be pure sorry ass laziness on some outside force, but damn it man, I swear I seem to be under the influence of some bad mojo, and was just wondering if I was alone in this.
Anyone consider, shall we say, 'non-standard' things? I see a lot of diet, religion, depression and so on. Look. You people, especially, see a lot that most don't. You see a society crumbling (ostensibly), homeless everywhere, illegals scattered around everywhere, threats of WWIII (real or not), and on and on. You see (ostensibly) the govt doing crazy sh*t day after day after day, and on and on and on. Humans are social creatures, tribal if you want. You all see your tribe going down the sewer. Your country, perhaps the world. You aren't REALLY certain that Q is going to "save" this world, or that God won't destroy it. You see people dying from clot shots and so forth, crime going through the roof and on and on.
This doesn't necessarily mean depression, but it does foster a "what's the use" attitude: if the world is going to hell in a handbasket, why bother?
How to stop it? Grow something, a tomato, a pepper or whatever. That's a living thing, and it will lift your spirits.