I would get right first and foremost with Jesus Christ before anything else. Read Romans, and focus on Romans 1.
Second, you have an autoimmune disorder. You need to look up fasting/autophagy to repair your immune system. Literally, any autoimmune disorder is a choice to live with immunosuppressants to enrich big pharma, instead of the cure fasting. Search Pubmed fasting and autoimmune.
Thirdly, get right with Jesus, because our physical bodies are temporal in nature and will be destroyed. Physical suffering is transient compared to spiritual suffering.
I would get right first and foremost with Jesus Christ before anything else. Read Romans, and focus on Romans 1.
Second, you have an autoimmune disorder. You need to look up fasting/autophagy to repair your immune system. Literally, any autoimmune disorder is a choice to live with immunosuppressants to enrich big pharma, instead of the cure fasting. Search Pubmed fasting and autoimmune.
Thirdly, get right with Jesus, because our physical bodies are temporal in nature and will be destroyed. Physical suffering is transient compared to spiritual suffering.