That's sad. I own a Glock 9 mil hand gun and an AR 19 - doesn't shoot the big boys, it's a 9 mil also. I live in a suburban area now since my husband passed. We lived in more rural areas most of our marriage - shooting on your property was fine. I do go to a range now bc you can't just shoot in your backyard in this area, houses are too compact together - unless it's for self defense, no shooting for the safety of my neighbors lol. I enjoy shooting, am pretty good at it. I will pray things change there for you.