I don't know what to do anymore. I have been unemployed for six months. I have applied for hundreds of jobs and I start a part time minimum wage job soon. So I cashed out my 401k to get a car to get to said job, but that broke down 3 days later.
My family thinks I am lazy so they don't want to give me rides anymore. I tried to walk to get groceries but that's exhausting, I have four young kids we need a lot of stuff.
I built my dream home on the family farm so I have almost no bills. But I don't know what to do. I just feel hopeless. If I move to a job I would have to pay thousands more a month for rent but I am broke. My husband is deeply depressed so he definitely can't help with anything. My family wants me to kick him out and marry a rich guy but that seems like a terribly immortal thing to do.
I've always believed that when God closes a door he opens a window but I can't find a way out of this.
Your husband sounds like he is under demonic oppression, unless he wants to get out, things will never change. Is there a reason (aside from being depressed) that he can’t work? I’m surprised he isn’t convicted by his own manhood to do something to help the family, that’s a pretty strong motivator. Has he always been like this? There’s a lot going on here, there’s no simple answer to this kind of situation. Prayers fren, I can’t imagine the stress you’re dealing with.