I woke up in 1997 working as a reporter. That was a long time ago. I’ve devoted nearly everyday of my life since that time, speaking out, educating people, screaming from the rafters. This fight is such a big part of who I am, I don’t know who I am without it.
I am so fed up and frustrated with people who just can’t or refuse to see the fascism looming over the world like a threatening, dark cloud. 3,400 people were arrested in the UK last year for speaking out against their government, dozens within the last few days. This to me is truly the most important sign of impending fascism—-it’s something that should scare the hell out of all of us, in the same way J6 did.
I’m 62 now. I was in my 30’s when I woke up. That’s half of my life hoping to save America!
But I’m tired now. I’m tired and miserable. My relationships are suffering. My anger has taken over my life. I’m not getting outside enough. I’m not taking care of my soul. I’m hyper focused on the world’s problems but letting my own wellbeing and health suffer.
I think I’m going to find God now.
You are all THE BEST. I don’t even know you, but I love each and every one of you.
Deepest Respect.
I'm right there with you. 62 and worried 24/7. I'm struggling with the fear of leaving my home because the S may HTF while I'm away from my safe place. My son is getting married today and I am highly uncomfortable just being in the city. I have come to a waiting game. Knowing there is nothing I can do about what happens. I do have power though. I spend each day outside in my yard and garden soaking up the vitamin D. This is for my heath. I spend time in the evenings creating. I'm working on a family tree quilt for my son. I'm losing weight and prepping. All of these things give me power over my own life. If I were to bless you with the most powerful thing I do, I'd say pray. The five fingered prayer is just the best and I run through it I know God is with us. He alone determines our fate. Not some narcissist in our Government. Many, many months ago I heard Kash say August. I never thought we'd make it. But here we are. We are seeing progress however slow. Hang in there Fren. Take a break. Put all this out of your mind and work on yourself with Gods help. He still does miracles and this countries redemption is more important than who wins in November. Renew your faith in Him. Spread His word. Thats the real goal.