I woke up in 1997 working as a reporter. That was a long time ago. I’ve devoted nearly everyday of my life since that time, speaking out, educating people, screaming from the rafters. This fight is such a big part of who I am, I don’t know who I am without it.
I am so fed up and frustrated with people who just can’t or refuse to see the fascism looming over the world like a threatening, dark cloud. 3,400 people were arrested in the UK last year for speaking out against their government, dozens within the last few days. This to me is truly the most important sign of impending fascism—-it’s something that should scare the hell out of all of us, in the same way J6 did.
I’m 62 now. I was in my 30’s when I woke up. That’s half of my life hoping to save America!
But I’m tired now. I’m tired and miserable. My relationships are suffering. My anger has taken over my life. I’m not getting outside enough. I’m not taking care of my soul. I’m hyper focused on the world’s problems but letting my own wellbeing and health suffer.
I think I’m going to find God now.
You are all THE BEST. I don’t even know you, but I love each and every one of you.
Deepest Respect.
Brother, you just need some R&R. Take some time off and enjoy life. My dad, a Master Sergeant that earned his CIB in the Asian soil of the Korean peninsula, started waking me up in 1963 when I was 11 years old. It was when we watched Ruby shoot Oswald in the Dallas Police Station live on TV. He said, "That boy (Oswald) didn't kill the president, the CIA did." Later he explained that he had seen how much power the CIA had in Korea. So needless to say I'm in my seventies now and I have never trusted anything from government or media. Even when I served I didn't trust the government. So occasionally I have had to back away from the fight, focus on family, my business and having some fun. You are your own boss, give yourself some time off and find peace in God. You'll know when it's time to rejoin the battle and you'll be a much stronger warrior.
Your Father was wise and gave you his knowledge..