My sympathies dude. I left the Navy because of the atrocious, vicious, vindictive, and excessive flexes of power by female leadership. I have a lot of respect for those that have no option to leave and have to put up with it till they can. The military was a great glimpse into unchecked female behavior. Never forgot that lesson, but they kept teaching me more. Had women leave over "boredom", cheating and leaving for Chad, never being satisfied, prioritizing their career over a relationship. The medal winner was, right before my big break (got into an Ivy league), my four year girlfriend left me for my best friend. They're both currently at each other's throats in divorce court. I took a different road, wished them well, found Jesus and a traditional family followed. God bless you brother, I wish peace and good friends and gainful work in your future :)