I'm still traumatized by what happened that day. Being only 12 and your entire perception of life shattering within a matter of hours at such a critical moment of my personal development drove me down a path of truth seeking and vigilance that has me here today. But I can admit I'm still one that gets so sick thinking about it. Strange that many don't any more. Maybe that's a big reason why I can't live healthy in this current reality. I've always struggled to maintain and regardless of what actually happened, the fact that our nation allowed something like this to happen tells me that God wanted us here to fight.