Chaos-distraction-discouragement-power grab That's the best I can figure. Despite that, I am hopeful. It's going to be a bumpy ride, however. I'm a big believer in prayer. I finally got good and angry this week and began ramping up my prayer life. I'm determined that they are not going to keep me all worked up over everything without getting pushback from me. This is one of the things that I can do.