I know that many of you GA patriots feel the same that I do. My hope is that we do see some of the many things that we have discussed on this forum to come true. Please know, that I understand that we have already seen so much come to light.
None the less, it is my hope that we do eventually see a day where those people who have wronged us, as Americans, are brought to justice. The we do get to see the day that the American Public is enlightened to the fact that Hillary Clinton was/is a monster and has/had been held accountable for her actions. That we have Military Tribunals to grant justice where justice is served. That our broken Fiat Monetary system is brought to it's knees and replaced with something better. Something that is backed by gold or some other commodity that makes sense and it allows the Amercian working class to get ahead for the work that we do, rather than it going to the elite that don't deserve it. Hope that Big Pharma is drained of it's power and simple remedys fix what ailes us and that our food system does not continue to poison the people we love. It is my hope that all of those deciphers that we did as a group on the Q posts, stand for something and do truly have the meaning (even if they are not the meanings that we deciphered along the way). It is my hope that many of us can stop standing quiet in the corner, listening to idiots around us blather on about political jargon that they know nothing about, Or carry on about how great Hollywood is to our society, or call us crazy to think that people are truly harming the children of our society for their pleasure or longevity.
Right now, I feel slightly defeated. I am not sure if my marraige will survive through this election cycle. My wife thinks that I am "crazy and wastes all of my time on useless political stuff that has no meaning". All the while as she spins her way through each and every Instagram video that comes her way. She chastises me any time I bring up items that I have learned to her and moreso to other people. Belittles me.
None the less, I have hope. Hope for a better America. Hope that we as a society can do better and be better and that we lift each other up along the way. If there truly will be 10 days of darkness followed by EBS that lays all this out, just know that I will be sitting quietly in the corner smiling from ear to ear as the people around me finally find out the truth that seems so glorified to us here on the GA.
If you have read all of this, thank you for your time. I hope it was not wasted and that you too, bask in Hope.
TLDR, I appreciate everyone on this board and all that you bring to "the table". Thanks for your time, energy and effort. May we see it all come to fruitiion.
~InIdaho.
It's okay that you like chocolate and she likes vanilla...
Make no mistake. What you are experiencing in your life right now goes MUCH deeper than just politics...There are MASSIVE changes in human consciousness happening right now & to quote Q: "Not everything will be clean"
There are reasons beyond your current understanding why you and your wife decided to get married. You're both working on the same "stuff" in this life - whether you're conscious of that or not yet.
Maybe she is jealous of how much time you spend on politics and she doesn't know how to properly express that to you. Do you think that could be a possibility? Maybe she just wants to love you and you to love her via spending time sharing common ground than to belittle you - which may just be her frustration...Yeah, we "humans" have a funny way of expressing sometimes.
It might be important to explain to her that your interest and involvement in "political research" etc, is REALLY (and I don't want to put words in your mouth) - about the possibility of a more loving and peaceful existence. Of course there's ego there to some degree - but isn't your interest coming from a place of peace and love? I think that could be a very important thing to share with her to dispel misunderstanding - If that rings true to you. INTENTION is the most important part ...and maybe your intention behind your interest in politics is completely clouded to the point where that piece of information is shrouded from her view. Pull back the curtain on your intent.
This is a VERY challenging time for everyone - For any number of reasons. Changes are most definitely occurring on a multidimensional level - and there's bound to be chaos and misunderstandings while we upgrade ourselves away from the old ways that just no longer work....on many levels. This is what we're currently doing. Yeah...it's weird and confusing and chaos, but the workbench is always covered in tools and crap until you get the job done and then you can clean it all up.
Be kind to yourself...and be kind to her. Remind yourself why you chose her and trust your past self that you made the right choice. She's hurting too...We all are. She needs you...See beyond face value.
Thanks TaQo. Kind words. Her ego can get in the way. I have tried to give her my perspective on research and why I do it multiple times. It is what it is. If she was jealous for my time, I would certainly make more time for her, but she is way too busy with dog and cat videos on instagram to be bothered.