I have been watching John Clayton's series from start to finish and it is incredible the amount of scientific evidence he realizes and shares which points to God. He was a former atheist who taught himself about God and I thought it might be able to help one person find God who has questions. The website is filled with free information ready at the click of a button or I believe they will mail it out to you as well. God bless you all.
Here are John Clayton's 31st and 32nd lessons: https://vimeo.com/57929617 - Why I Left Atheism (Part 1) https://vimeo.com/57929618 - Why I Left Atheism (Part 2)
Here's John Clayton's website: https://www.doesgodexist.org/
Video Catalog: https://www.doesgodexist.org/Catalog/Catalog-DGE_DVDs.html
Who knows what they meant? They said all kinds of wacky shit. It's a "firmament" floating on nothing. Great. That really explains a lot. No, you do not understand I promise. I would be fine with the bible if it was actually enlightening and true. It's obvious the writers knew nothing of cosmology. They didn't even know the sun is a star.
You are very young and you have time. Go through life. Live honorably and with humility. Seek justice for the down trodden and the oppressed, take care of the fatherless and the widows. This is my advice. And when you reach my age maybe it will all make sense. Have a good day son.
Wait, how old do you think I am?