I woke up this morning and i was afraid to check my phone for election results. I just laid in bed thinking of so many outcomes and the worries i have. I finally got up, took a shower and still had not checked. I finally sat down and checked my phone. Obviously the first thing i saw was Trumps big win. Its so weird, Ive been anticipating this moment for 4 years. I check this site daily 10 times a day to be filled in on the goings on. Its kept me sane the last 4 years. But when i saw he won, i felt nothing. I dont know why. Was i expecting more drama and chaos over this election? All day long ive been in a daze. Barely any feelings of celebration. My whole lawn has been decorated with Trump signs and flags for 2 months. All the people that surround me closely are excited and cant believe how im acting. I dont know what it is. Im happy obviously that Trump won. Something in my gut just doesnt feel right. Anyone else feel this way? Maybe i'll feel different tomorrow. I feel more needs to happen before inauguration. Alot more. I dont know. Not trying to be a downer. Im rarely confused with my own emotions.
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You have been under stress for an extended time. Some people have a reaction like this. It's nothing to worry about.
In the back of your mind you know this is just the beginning of a new phase. There is still much work to be done over the coming months and years to remove the malignancy of the Cabal.
Take some time out while we are in this early part of this new phase. Recharge yourself and get in touch with trusted friends,family and nature.
Always remember to remain vigilant for anything the Cabal may attempt.
We are on our way to a bright,new World, but it will take some time to get there.
What a time to be alive, fren!
All the best!
Thank you. Maybe this is a stress reaction. Like a I can't believe this big event just happened feeling. It has felt like a dream all day. I usually never get like this. I do know it's not over. My parents are super pumped. They think this is the win of wins and it's over and we are all SAVED!!!! I dont think that at all. This is just the beginning of a new era. We just crossed over a new phase to begin.
You sound like you doing well,fren.
PTSD comes in many forms. In this Deep State situation, it's different from direct trauma like a combat situation or the trauma a Law Enforcement Officer or rescue worker faces.
In this situation, it's a slow, drawn out torture, especially when you can see Evil and a lot of humanity is completely oblivious.
We're getting there, fren.
Ya your right. Thank you. I'm usually so strong. I still am. But today surprised me. I guess just being semi emotionless isn't the worst reaction I could have. I've handled the last 15 years pretty well. I'm just not used to being without emotion. I'm usually very emotional. I gamble a bit for fun. Sometimes I go to bed before a game is done. I wake up the same as I did today and check my phone for the bet. Sometimes it says +$200 win. I jump up and yell and celebrate 1st thing in the morning. I Send my wife and buds the win. Today's win was a million times bigger than a gambling win and I didn't jump up or do anything. No celebration. Hahaha. So weird.
Your routine this morning, and the lack of emotion, mirrors mine exactly. However, I did not see my lack of emotion as being weird or “off” in any way. I might be wrong, but I see it as a reflection of having been awakened to so, so much over the past four years (and I have considered myself “awake” for decades). If POTUS won in 2020 (which I believe he did), I know my response would have been very different back then than this morning’s. We’ve seen too much, and learned too much since then. Consider yourself a rational minded person.