I woke up this morning and i was afraid to check my phone for election results. I just laid in bed thinking of so many outcomes and the worries i have. I finally got up, took a shower and still had not checked. I finally sat down and checked my phone. Obviously the first thing i saw was Trumps big win. Its so weird, Ive been anticipating this moment for 4 years. I check this site daily 10 times a day to be filled in on the goings on. Its kept me sane the last 4 years. But when i saw he won, i felt nothing. I dont know why. Was i expecting more drama and chaos over this election? All day long ive been in a daze. Barely any feelings of celebration. My whole lawn has been decorated with Trump signs and flags for 2 months. All the people that surround me closely are excited and cant believe how im acting. I dont know what it is. Im happy obviously that Trump won. Something in my gut just doesnt feel right. Anyone else feel this way? Maybe i'll feel different tomorrow. I feel more needs to happen before inauguration. Alot more. I dont know. Not trying to be a downer. Im rarely confused with my own emotions.