Dude you need to put the internet down for a while. Seriously go fucking do jujitsu or something so you can get out of the house and get regular exposure and social interaction with other people. You really sound seriously depressed and you really need to go be proactive and do something to improve the quality of your life. You need some kind of social outlet bro because sitting alone on those fucking red pill YouTube channels and forums will fuck you up mentally
Dude you need to put the internet down for a while. Seriously go fucking do jujitsu or something so you can get out of the house and get regular exposure and social interaction with other people. You really sound seriously depressed and you really need to go be proactive and do something to improve the quality of your life. You need some kind of social outlet bro because sitting alone on those fucking red pill YouTube channels and forums will fuck you up mentally