Dear Heavenly Father I love you so much. Today I am angry and sad though. I'm struggling to go on. So I share my heart and soul with you and give it to you. Jesus I am so angry with the sin of the world today. As you know one of my dogs is going to heaven tomorrow. And it's breaking my heart. I know Sebastian is such a pure ball of love and her brought me through so many pains and struggles. Yet I know my sins and all the sins of the world cause him to have to die at some point. I hate it cause he deserves so much more. It kinda reminds me of how you see so much more in us. I see your love in him. So please take care of him for me until we get to meet again. Love you Bastian. In Jesus name amen.

It's been tough for me and I could use some prayer. Under a lot of spiritual attacks lately and just need more Jesus and prayer. Love you guys