I pray every single day and mostly talk to God and I am a sinner like a lot of people ( not perfect) and I ask God every single day to help and tell me what to do that how can I help. I am trying my best not to sin and listen to him. I am not violent why do you say that I am at risk into falling into that thing (I don’t name its name)? Maybe I explained something in a wrong way? I asked my brother in law that question because we were talking about good people who have good hearts and things who have bad hearts, that I couldn’t do such a thing not even to a fly, I love even the snakes imagine. Why do you say that I am close to have that evil thing? I am not perfect but I believe in God and Jesus his son.