Its one thing to know and read unverified reports of that stuff.
It is another thing entirely to be reading witnesses statements, verifiable first hand accounts, and actual descriptions. They may even be less graphic than what was described on the internet, but it is real.
This is why people can watch horror movies that are graphic and explicit and be fine, while you have some of the toughest men in the world go overseas and they end up puking their guts out, getting ptsd and have nightmares the rest of their life.
Its one thing to know and read unverified reports of that stuff.
It is another thing entirely to be reading witnesses statements, verifiable first hand accounts, and actual descriptions. They may even be less graphic than what was described on the internet, but it is real.
This is why people can watch horror movies that are graphic and explicit and be fine, while you have some of the toughest men in the world go overseas and they end up puking their guts out, getting ptsd and have nightmares the rest of their life.