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posted ago by Temon_and_Langerine ago by Temon_and_Langerine +228 / -0

I'm still wrestling on going to the doctor because it seems to come and go randomly; I am worried that if I go, they're just going to diagnose me with anxiety and not help me.

I don't have any really bad habits, besides a cup of coffee every other day. It feels like a chest tightness, and this only started showing up when I turned around in my faith recently.

I've been trying to manage stress in general, because I'm being persecuted at work as well and I have a lot of weight to carry. Last night, we were watching a show and relaxing, and I was not thinking about anything that stressed me out, and then it randomly showed up again. I am 27 years old, and I have never taken the vaccine. We have a two year old, and I'm working on losing weight, so that maybe this recent chest pain problem will go away. I need to be here for my husband and child, and my other family. They are counting on me.

I'm realizing that I need help and encouragement right now, because it feels like I'm being spiritually oppressed and I am being tested.

I had requested a prayer for my dad and he is better, and because of your help, the wound almost completely reversed overnight. So in case you think your prayers don't help, they do, and that is proof.

I am meant to spread word of the great awakening, and that is what I feel is my job as God's servant. I have a voice that I want to keep using, to help other people come back to the faith and the fight for the freedoms we still have. Knowledge is power.

I prayed the Lord's prayer for strength and I prayed for my family members, and anyone else I could think of, just in case I didn't wake up today. I'm grateful to be awake again and to have another chance to do God's will. I got really scared last night, so thanks guys for being awesome.