it just seems like it never gets any better. All I want is a job that pays me enough to live with a straight seven in the morning until 4:00 or 5:00 in the evening Monday through Friday schedule.
I just want an honest days pay for an honest day's work. I mean there are jobs out there like that, but when they advertise, my application is getting drowned out in the stack of like 200 other people who are competing for the same damn role. when the hell is the economy going to get better so I could finally get my damn foot in the door? how the hell am I supposed to buy a house when most jobs don't even pay enough to cover rent for a one bedroom apartment? when are we going to get those manufacturing jobs back and transition out of this stupid fucking low-wage service economy? I just keep seeing things getting more and more expensive and I really don't give a shit about all this political fucking theater when at the end of the day I'm still getting squeezed just as hard as I was under Joe Biden.
Damn. I'm brutally crippled - lost my right shoulder so my arm just dangles , and sometimes my spine or neck locks up and I can't move for days. I had a business with my able bodied cousin but he abandoned and betrayed me for someone else he thought was better ; then came crawling back when he realized he wasn't - but by then I walked away to start my own business. I'm on track, but I lost 50k in GME call options so that really hurt , but again the way i respond to pain is to make myself do better and remove excuses. I tell myself everything works out for my betterment , because truly it does, if you have the right perspective and don't give up. we'll see how it goes. thoughts and prayers with you my homie, you have permission to selfishly pursue your goals and health - take no shit from anyone .