just cannot get my mind around God creating trillions and trillions of stars.

Maybe He only created a few hundred, then. KEK

Heck, if there are trillions of stars, where did they come from? What was the big bang.

The matter in our universe is composed of light, light which is the consciousness of God. EVERYTHING, all matter, is God Itself manifesting in the 3rd Density

“This first state of agonized search for expression may have represented the birth throes of All That Is as we know it. There existed, and clearly, the possibilities of creation as we know it, but the means were not known.”

“there is nonbeing. It is a state, not of nothingness in your terms, but a state in which probabilities and possibilities are known, anticipated, but blocked from all expression. Dimly, through what you would call a history, hardly remembered, there was such a state. It was a state of agony in which the powers of creativity and existence were known, but the ways to produce them were not known.”

“This is the lesson that All That Is had to learn, and that could not be taught. This is the agony from which creativity originally was drawn, and its reflection is still seen.”

“And each self is endowed with the agony and the impetus, for it is a fabric from which All That Is made itself, and all that you know. Perhaps now you can understand why it is so difficult to try to explain matters to you in terms that you can understand.”

“And each self is endowed with the agony and the impetus, for it is a fabric from which All That Is made itself, and all that you know.”

Roberts, Jane. The Early Sessions: Book 9 of The Seth Material . New Awareness Network, Inc.. Kindle Edition.

If you read the Law of One the answers abound. Take what resonates with you, discard the rest until it calls again.