what should I be reading/looking at if I think I was the victim of SRA? I'm very new to this (both the internet and trying to be redpilled) The site has not been very kind to me so far because I don't know enough to not come in and trip over my own feet in the discussion.

Don't know were else to look and honestly don't think life is worth living if I can't figure out what is going on to me at this point.