1+1+1+2 = 5

2+0+2+1 = 5

5:5?

Hello fellow patriots!

I know this has been hard for all of us, but these past few weeks have been torture. Little background on me so you understand my current predicament.

• 32 year old, that only realized career wasn't everything a few years ago, working my way up the corporate ladder, and realized I wanted a family

• 98% of the staff at my company are Liberals (my fault, I picked a Liberal Industry) so I've spent the past 5 years listening to my staff spew nonsense, and think I'm crazy

• Since my promotion, I have been asked to refrain from talking about Covid and masks with employees, they think I am crazy

• I've recently come to terms with the fact that I am an addict (adderall, alcohol, nicotine, gambling, caffeine, eating problems…I'm a mess)

• My uncle got the 2nd Pfizer vaccine in April, died 2 days later of a heart attack, and my fam thought I was crazy when I told them he died from the vaccine, and they proceeded to get the vaccine

• I had a break down, broke up with my boyfriend of 8 years, quit drinking, and moved in with my aunt

• Work has been overwhelmed this summer with everyone traveling, and the minimum wage increase has made it impossible to keep staff

• I've been keeping up hope, but last week was rough. Life has been throwing everything at me to try to make me cave, and I had a breakdown, and considered quitting my job

**Present Time:

My boss pulled me into a meeting and said my company would pay for me to go to Rehab for a month.

-30 Days to unplug sounds magical, but will it get me on a crazy list?

-I said I wouldn't do vax or masks or bloodwork, but am I walking into a cell?

-Would this be me giving up? I can get sober myself, this just seems much easier…

-We all know something is happening, I've made it this far, would this be tapping out right when things start getting good?

-Should I just go for the free vaca and interesting people?

I have no idea what to do so any and all advice is appreciated!**

P.S. Thank you all! I don't post much, but I read constantly. This place has gotten me through some dark times, and it gave me comfort to know I wasn't going through this alone! WWG1WGA

1. The vaccine is just a placebo. They are going to give it to everyone, make it seem like everyone who took it will die, and then the big gotcha moment, when everyone sees they've been watching a movie.

2. Everyone we see being filmed while getting vaccinated are actually getting euthanised

So I took off work to watch the livestreams of Jan 6th, drank a ton of coffee and obsessivly watched numerous different live streams from Tuesday @ 6pm to Thursday @ 7am. I watched the shooting live. I remember it clearly, and remember switching to a livestream of a guy next to an ambulance with Ashli, and he was talking to her and he said she said something like... "I will fight with my last breath for my country (not exactly that, but something cliche that sounded made up)." I watched it happen live and cannot locate this footage anywhere and wanted to know if anyone else remembers this so that I know I'm not crazy.