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 Some of you might have seen me post that I've recently found my faith through this movement. You can believe these two recent events that occurred to me or not, it doesn't matter to me. I just wanted to share in case it helps anyone feeling kind of lost out there. Two nights ago, I was on my back porch looking at the stars smoking one of the cigarettes that I keep saying will be my last. I did something that I haven't done since I was a kid. I legitimately prayed to God. I prayed  that our country would be set on a righteous path, to help and protect and watch over Donald Trump and my family and to show me a sign because I'm a selfish human always looking for reassurances.  As soon as I finished I saw a shooting star flash across the sky right in front of me. I was in awe.

Today after work I was digging through my bookshelf, putting some files away and I picked up a Bible that was given to me 21 years ago by a church my parents and I used to attend. I havent been to church in years and I didn't even remember when I received it until I read the sticker with the date and my name on the cover page. I never had the heart to donate it or throw it away even in my darkest days. So it's traveled with me from apartments to houses with me over the years never being opened in all my memory of having it in my possession. I opened it completely randomly to Isaiah chapter 35 and started reading verse 3. In my version it reads "Strengthen the weak hands, And make firm the feeble knees. Say to those who are fearful-hearted, “Be strong, do not fear! Behold, your God will come with vengeance, With the recompense of God; He will come and save you. Then the eyes of the blind shall be opened, And the ears of the deaf shall be unstopped." My eyes are wide open. My faith is firm. I have my red lines that I will not cross. I have no idea what's going to happen over the next coming days or weeks. All I know is all of us feel something powereful happening and God always wins in the end. God bless Patriots