Ask yourself this: Do actually WANT to awaken? Even if it means letting go of certain illusions that make you feel comfortable? Even if it shatters your worldview? Even if it goes against everything you've believed in? Would you still want to awaken? Be honest with yourself.
I could redpill you and you would probably recoil at the things I would tell you. Some of you would probably outright harass me, if I so much as whispered some of the things I would confront you with.