I’ve been opening my eyes sense a few months before the ‘insurrection’. I see the protestors outside the very building I work, I’m with them but sinking in my own problems. through my inexperience and overall rough go at life I have a few financial questions.

I have no car, it’s a problem. (Valid drivers license) My one gun is a loaner, I have less than 200 rounds. It’s a problem. I like fast cars but I also like boomsticks and will not live without one.

Just got 2k from my Uncle Sam checks. Full time at 12.25 I’m good at my job so income is real but really not much. No credit… No food reserves No doomsday bunker No balls to scratch in local government

Options A: buy a reliable car B: buy a nicer weapon loadout C: buy something to make money with, 9mm loading press to start or $600 worth of red worms in hopes of building soil to sell and worms to sell. D: give it to a homeless guy on the street because we’re all screwed anyways?

I’m a young American, but old enough to know better. After the start of COVID I was watching, learning, looking into the abyss. I decided there’s no need to test, I’m not going to die from COVID even though I have asthma. The odds are in my favor.

I didn’t get a single unemployment check, only received one small stimulus check, and worked the entirety of the first lockdown.

Last week I probably had it, loss of taste, smell, migraine, fever, it was a bad time. My Fever broke within 8 hours. I went to work because I have no choice. I cannot afford to be out of work even for a week. I don’t even have health insurance for another month and I’ve got thousands in debt for visits to the hospital for a $30 inhaler that should be sold over the counter…

A coworker I care for told me I shouldn’t be up in our store potentially spreading a deadly disease. Yes, it may be deadly for the elderly and medically complicated people. But there’s nobody on my side, WHAT AM I TO DO? I will not let a disease ruin me and put me out homeless. I will not live in fear of what if I get my favorite customer killed. I will not submit to shotty testing or inaccurate results. I will not take an experimental vaccine that doesn’t actually vaccinate.

My girlfriends parents came out positive, she just tested yesterday. Mine was scheduled but I didn’t take it. I won’t test.

I’m still wondering why joe took a picture with a Q box and a bunch of kids sporting Trump gear…. There’s too much going on, I’m not ready to submit to this tyranny. I want my Russian ammo back, I want my freedom back.