I love my girlfriend unconditionally. I must preface with that. There will be no end to that love.

We are both severely traumatized from our past (separate and together). We both have negative trauma responses.

Well, she ended up pregnant. I thought we were on the same page with it, that even if it comes earlier than expected, we will love that kiddo. Thats what she told me beforehand. She said she wanted to have my bebbies.

Well. She ended up pregnant, panicked, told me she got her period but actually went and got an abortion and killed our kiddo.

This wrecked me. She had a slight meltdown afterwards in regret. Wishes she never did it, wishes she told me she was pregnant, wishes she followed through. She admits she knows now that it would have been beautiful and she had no legitimate worries. All her worries were because her ex-husband traumatized her horribly.

Thing is, I knew. And I knew she was going to get an abortion. Don't ask me how. I'm trying to walk in faith and I assume God wanted the truth known. I begged her not to.

Her ex-husband almost killed her several times, threatened to dump her body in an abandoned mineshaft, pointed guns at her head, choked her out, etc.

She somehow got it in her head that I'd be like him, but him and I are opposites. I am a good man, she just let her trauma panic her and destroy something beautiful.

I'm just asking for prayers for her, mainly.

I did forgive her, and I'm not holding it over her head. I love her unconditionally, and theres nothing she can do that would stop that.

Thank you guys. You're family.

I should mention she is not godly. She's closer to being a pagan, doesn't believe in a single living God. So that makes this harder. I'm walking in faith and bearing the fruits of that faith for her to see.

I pray she sees it and recognizes it isn't me, that by my works alone I am not godly either. It is only through our Father that I am able to even try to be a good man. On my own, I'm sure I'd fail.

I would like to connect these people to some based lawyers willing to take on hospitals and doctors who killed their loved ones using remdesivir and ventilation while starving them and refusing alternative treatment.

Wondering if any of you brilliant patriots have a bead on some based lawyers willing to take this on.

I believe it's time.

Thank you.

Just wanted to get your guys opinions on where this Medallion could be. I'm thinking a college of some sort. I'll lay out the clues, I know you guys are brilliant so perhaps something will jump out at yas that I missed.

Clue 1:

Let the search commence

Bring on the clues

And the pomp

And the circumstance

But what of the Disc?

This hunt is immense!

And so to condense,

Look 100-some feet from a fence

2:

Clue one, we admit

Was little to work with

So here’s what we found in inspection

There’s a place stands nearby

Only slightly awry

From nearly perfectly pointing the direction

3:

Dear devoted medallion hunter

We now present another stumper

A puzzling enigma, this is.

Steadfast in your quest

We send all our best

Affectionately,

With hugs and kisses

4:

Everything’s aged

Replaced or upstaged

Renamed or even erased

But what was once new

Provides this fourth clue

It is here the medallion is based

5:

Generally speaking

These hints we are leaking

Are nebulous, perfunctory and blear

But instead of defining

Look more at refining

A title already clear here

6:

So many places to search

Spaces to research

And cases of numerous variety

Stay true to the test

With zeal and zest

In most respectful and courteous propriety

So those are the current clues. So far, I'm thinking the medallion is at a college near a football field 100 ft from a fence. What do you brilliant patriots think?

There was no one there. I immediately prayed and asked God and Jesus and the Holy Spirit to come in, just in case thats what it was.

So, I rewound the audio Bible. No knocks there, either. It was Numbers.

Then I found this while looking up "Bible two knocks"

Revelation 3:20 – Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and dine with him, and he with Me.

I haven't gotten that far in the Bible yet! I may have heard that verse before but never ruminated on it.

It was a profound experience for me, wanted to share and ask you guys if you'd experienced anything like this.

Apologies for my absence, by the way. I've taken a break to work on myself and to try to find/strengthen my faith.

Today, my heart rate is elevated and I don't like it. Never again.

Today is my first official day sober with the intent of never going back. Ever onward.

To the other patriots who have also quit, hats off to ya. I'm right behind ya.