Hey friends.

Boy, I truly did not believe how fast and how powerful all the prayers from GAW patriots are, but here I am with an update. No wonder I had felt compelled to post a prayer request here.

I was the one asking for prayers for leaving my abusive relationship, and not a few days after posting, did everything come to head, and things exploded. Well, like a controlled demolition.

It started with my family kicking him out after his constant insults towards then, after they had literally spent thousands on taking care of us. He has severe Ai psychosis, and its lead to him accusing everyone in my family of being evil and satanic now, because they are Catholic, and according to him, Catholism wasnt infiltrated, it was designed for pedos, and therefore my entire family is brainwashed into evil.

I got in contact with his ex, who has been lovely to me, since she went through something very similar with him, and she supported me immensely.

We tried to have a week with his daughter in a hotel, but he was absolutely relentless in how much he was attacking and insulting me, it completely shattered any empathy left, that I finally drew the line, got his daughter to his grandmother's house, and left.

I'm at my aunt's house currently, and will soon be making my way back down to my family.

I want to thank everyone who prayed and left kind messages, it was truly the motivation and support I needed to finally end things for good, and I'm so appreciative of every one of you, and for how good God is himself. Thank you.

And so to anyone who has ever hesitated asking for prayers like I have, don't, let my story be a testament, that even in the worst situations, God and prayer can get you out of it. Amen🙏

Hi GAW, its taken me a while to write this, its hard not to write paragraph after paragraph.

But I really need prayers. I've been trying to leave an abusive relationship for months now, but, whenever I would try, my partner would have full blown CPTSD flashbacks and strobbing, full mental breakdowns, and then have side effects for days after (he has Catholic priest trauma, the main reason I never just up and left cold turkey).

But now he is homeless, and living with me and my family (I am legally disabled, so I was staying with my family until I got my backpay to get back on my feet, and being with him has drained all of it. So now we are BOTH living with my parents and siblings)

Its gotten to the point where he is having full blown seizures every day, can not work anymore, and he's become more abusive than ever, leading me to self harm, which has actually caused him to become even MORE abusive(this isn't even mentioning his AI hallucination work..).

I would have left him on the spot, but I was trying to get him set up with a place before I left him, because he has a daughter he only sees every other weekend, so I don't want to leave him homeless, without a job, having seizures, and no way to see his daughter.. But..

He truly has been a horrible person to me, is completely ungrateful, wants me to abandon my family that has constantly helped us and given us money, and this isn't even going over how he has, multiple times, had massive screaming fits at me, that Trump is controlled opposition, Q is controlled opposition, and I'm stupid if I think any of this is real, and that Trump is orchestrating his family, to inherit whatever is left of the Earth, after he destroys it.

I see no good way out of this, that isn't by the grace of God, and God's hand working it out, so I ask for your prayers that I'm able to leave this relationship, with minimal fallout. Thank you GAW. This is truly the only place I feel safe and sane.

So, a couple years ago, I meet one of our states former senators while hiking, and he invited me to join our local GOP chapter.

Initially I was able to do a lot, because I was in a good location, and my medical issues hadn't hindered me as much as they do currently (I'm legally disabled at 29 now, cause of abdominal issues, possibly due to a vaccine given to me in a hospital when I definitely could not consent to it, but that's a whole different can of worms)

But most of the work was outreach, knocking on doors for campaigns, or making calls around voting time. I tried to do more multiple times, but this branch? Committee? Former senator? believed that everyone should be compartmentalized.

No one needed to know what anyone else was doing. No one needed to know what another part or group was working on. I wanted to be able to find out where I could put my talents to use, and his suggestion was just tell him what you could do, and he would place you somewhere, or get you in contact with someone, and that person was now who you kept in touch with.

The problem was, most of these people were older, boomers or even older than that, or sometimes they were just busy, and they couldn't do their duties. So you were forced to report to someone, and if they never replied or connected you with anyone, you were out of luck, and told to just keep trying.

Our local young republicans chapter was kind of limbo, run by someone who was overworked, but never given any help to work.

My medical issues caused me to stop doing as much, and while I'm a PC, I haven't been able to go to as many events, but I've still been trying.(To note, during this time, no one ever tried to reach out to me)

Or at least I was, a few months ago, I got a call saying I should go to one of the meetings, to run for PC again, and I went. Multiple people there seemed kind of hostile and stand-offish, I assumed because I hadn't been there in a while? And one even tried to kick me out, saying it was for PCs only, even tho I had been invited and my name tag was sitting on the table. She seemed visibly upset that I was allowed in.

Of the few events I've been to since, a lot of people have been cold to me, and now the latest email about Charlie Kirk went out, about inviting people to come watch his vigil.

The email said "Please send this to anyone you know under 30". I'm about to turn 30 in a month, and with this, I feel like I've really lost connection to the branch.

I have a whole rant on X about how it felt like they constantly favored older people, and put them on important projects and campaigns, but repeatedly just used the younger people to do grunt work like get signatures and knock on doors. I know that is a lot of it, but we had an older woman who ran ALL our social media, everyone of them, all campaign social medias, and we had to just accept it, and each campaign couldn't run their own.

It was a horrible mess, and now I don't know where to go from here. What resources do I have, what difference can I actually make?

I have a lot of free time, but I'm unsure of how to best make use of it now.

(A small story real quick. A poll watcher found a blatant violation on the voting floor, and was wondering who to report it to, so she went to the former senator and told him. He told her to report it to who was above her, but the lady above her was notorious for not doing her work and job, ghosting people for days, etc. He told her to just do it, and that "that's how things are done here" she was aghast. Why couldn't she do it herself?

Another small story. The receptionist for the office is a 70 year old woman with alzheimer's who has had multiple complaints about her not being able to answer the phone properly and give people the information they need, but they've refused to replace her, because they "feel bad" for her, even tho she has caused many people frustrations and not get what they need or want.)

GoFundMe has always been used by leftists and liberals to fund their cronies.

Its an easy way to launder money, and pay people's bails so they can continue joining riots, or whatever else the elite need.

While we've been screwed over repeatedly by GFM, there has never been an outpouring that was this big with this much attention on it.

You can argue Rittenhouse was a big event, but that was an easily smeared campaign, the truckers are not.

This is a great opening for us to take down GFM and get the word out. Never before has there been this big of an opportunity to take GFM out.

Even without the chargebacks and arbitrations, this is a good opportunity to turn normies and those "out of the loop" against them.

Maybe we can cut off a big financing tool of the elite.

First, I want to say that I really hate the word grooming, as the word doesn't convey all it's about.

I saw a post around here a bit ago, that talked about the "grooming" going on in VRchat.

Young kids encouraged to sexualize themselves constantly, even performing for older men on request.

It's not a new phenomenon and one the post inspired me to talk about something I’ve wanted to for awhile.

I’m not sure I have the best words to articulate it, but damn if I’m not going to try my best.

(This post kind of got out of hand, jumps around quite a bit, and is very long. The points jump around, and I might not always be the most clear, but I hope it gets across what I'm trying to say,

That grooming, sex addiction, and men blaming women,(and women blaming men) have lead us down a dark path.)

A little backstory about me though.

I was raised in a large family with a fear mongering mother. She was heavily religious, and instead of teaching the love of god, she taught the fear of God, and that he was always watching you, and would punish you if you even thought about a sin.

This led to a lot of inner turmoil with my religion that I only gained a better relationship with, in my early 20s (I’m 27 now.)

Because of our homelife and our mother taking our her depression and anger on the children daily, many of us retreated to the solace of early 2000s internet.

I’m not even sure where to start.

It’s a meme nowadays, the Runescape character “Looking for GF, will pay gold”

But every game I went to when I was younger, even Disney’s own Virtual Magic Kingdom game, had people looking for a GF or BF.

Habbo Hotel, Wonderland Online, Puzzle Pirates, Neopets.

All were free to play, and in every single game, I found men who wanted “girls” and when they found them, they immediately jumped into the “so what do you look like? How big are your breasts?”

“Have you ever sex talked?”

Every female avatar at some point was harassed on whether they were a “real girl” or not, and if you were, you were treated differently.

I remember being 15 and only playing with female avatars in one of my games, because it seemed like actual girls playing them for the most part.

But once I found a guy who didn’t talk about his gender while in the group, but while we were alone, opened up about how he was “a guy playing a girl," cause he "wants to look at something pretty all day”

Being nice I didn’t immediately cut contact with him,(as we had talked all that day while questing) but as we talked more, I learned he was in his 20s, his sister had recently met and married someone she met online, and he really wanted that too.

He talked about how nice I was, and how they had same sex saunas in his country, and how he would love to get to know me more in one of those saunas, because in his country “Saunas is just where you go to socialize.”

Hell, he talked about how I “didn’t even have to wear a towel” if I didn’t want to, because it was actually normal for them to just spread out naked in the sauna in his country.

This man later admitted that when he first got to know me, he just “knew” he wanted to marry me, and fly me to his country and “make me his own”.

but at that age, I was honestly was more bamboozled that this man was so open with a girl he only knew for a few days (and pretended he was a girl with), to the point he was already talking about wanting to marry me.

Every time I played Habbo Hotel, I saw people who were willing to trade items and gold, just for girls to “dirty talk” them.

I walked in on people sex talking, numerous times, finding creative ways to get around the child censor.

Yes, there were guys who played female avatars, but there were also a lot of real girls too. Online games were like giant dress up games and doll houses, of course girls were drawn to them.

I tried to stick to girl friends as I grew up, as I was in a bit of an abusive relationship with a british guy for most of my teenaged years.

He was paranoid that I was going to find someone better than him, and would warn me about if I had any guy friends, so I always tried to vet people to see if they were really girls.

And wouldn’t you know, there were a lot of girls out there, and lot of them struggled with the same things I did.

Men who as soon as they saw you were a female avatar, immediately asking what you looked like, if you were willing to sext, conversations that always turned to flirting and wanting to bang immediately.

IMVU was a cesspit of custom sex animations, and people only using it in order to try and get laid.

I was desperately looking for friends. I was homeschooled, and had no social interaction. I played these games because I wanted people to talk to, and with my boyfriend and family both being very controlling and harassing, it was the only escapism I had.

I remember one of my friends messaging me. She had the same issue, she was lonely and looking for friends, and people would message her claiming to want to know her, but as soon as she sent a picture of herself, and they found she wasn’t the most attractive, they would cut contact with her.. Unless she wanted to take off her top.

(Or the boy who carved her name into his arm, because she made him "unhappy", nothing traumatizes a girl worse than someone self harming in your name. Specially if they self harm as well)

We simply lamented that people sucked everywhere.

Its kind of funny when I stopped getting harassed so much though.

Being tired of immaturity and people wanting to sext in every game, I started specifically joining older groups of players, and passing myself off as “over 18”.

As soon as I started doing that, I stopped getting so many random people, messaging me about sex, and wanting to sext.

Everything we have today, from the million genders, the trans nonsense going out the window, people saying they are trans animal, and race, and disability,

Every single one of those talking points was on Tumblr a decade ago.

Except back then they were contained and simply laughed at.

But a lot of those Tumblr users?

They were the same women who had dealt with the same harassment from men as I had all those years, but instead, it had morphed many of them into twisted man-hating, yet sex addicted, purple haired liberals, who threw away what made them feminine because of how they were treated.

Many complained of what I talked about, many complained about falling for men, who then manipulated them, talking about doing terrible things if they didn't start sending scandalous pictures of themselves.

People who they thought they trusted, sharing those pictures with other people.

And they turned around, untrusting of men, and throwing away what makes them women, in order to not face or deal with their trauma.

A lot of those women, just want a man to dominate them, and make them theirs's.

They want the loving home life that they see in the old pictures, they want a man to make a family with them, but they are so broken from their experiences, and others around them constantly affirming that “Yes, it’s all men who are like this”, that they reject everything that would get them that, and make them happy.

And yes I know this, because all growing up, I would read these people’s Tumblr (or other site’s) fanfictions of their current obsessions.

People who were abused, would write fanfictions about their media character of the week, swooping in to save their OC who was beautiful, and falling in love with them, and starting a family. (or having men “forcibly” making the OC theirs.)

All while the author would claim they were a million genders, and asexual, and didn’t want anything to do with cis men or traditional gender roles.

All of this pain and sex addiction, has carried over into the next generation.

Guys are still horny as ever. Still asking women at every turn for nudes, still telling women their worth is what they look like.

Still dropping into their DMs the moment they find out they are a woman.

I get into a lot of arguments whenever men say that it’s all women’s fault that this is going on.

I argue that, if men weren’t so sex obsessed, weren’t so obsessed with having a girlfriend, that they would date anyone with any view, as long as she banged them, we wouldn’t have this.

(A quick point that I meant to touch on during this rant but didn’t and briefly mentioned it here. I see sooooooooooo many men, who talk about being conservative, yet they have a partner with completely different views from them. Women too honestly.

If men stopped dating liberal women (or terrible women in general) and supporting them, they wouldn't have so many women who think they could get or "deserve" a man, no matter their views or how they look)

I argue that women want to please men, that they grow up, doing what they think will make them attractive to men, and I get scoffed at.

Yet all growing up, I surrounded myself with young girls, who all talked about wanting a boyfriend, wanting a family. They were desperate to do anything to get a boyfriend who was like all the stories they were reading and creating around them.

They all wanted that, and the men around them said that in order to get that, you had to whore yourself out.

Yes, they didn’t “have” to. I know that. But girls are young and impressionable, you see what happens when girls chat with their favorite youtubers.

How they turn into fangirls willing to do anything to make them happy.

Guys with charisma, who make them feel all bubbly inside, who compliment them,

Who then more and more, start pressuring them to make them “happy” by taking naughty pictures, or sex talking them.

“You don’t want to make me upset, you don’t want me to stop talking to you, do you?”

For a young girl, those words can be terrifying, especially if you are starting to really like the guy.

And especially when the mental manipulation starts playing up, and they start talking about self harming, or even killing themselves, if this young girl doesn't do what they say.

That can be incredibly scary for a girl, even if to an adult, it's obvious they are just manipulating the girl and don't really mean it.

I had a boyfriend pull the same stuff on me, and when I finally stood up to him, he overdosed on his insulin, and left me a long note.

That stuck with me for a long time, even though he didn't die and was hospitalized. I was 14.

This is what leads both sexes down the path of sex addiction.

It leads both genders down the path of, you can get what you want, through sex and manipulation.

You ask yourself, why aren't women modest? When you have men encouraging them, to sexualize themselves at every turn.

You have men and women, who are both encouraging young girls to join OnlyFans as soon as they turn 18.

Some of these girls have Twitter countdown timers, until they turn 18, and they have hoards of followers.

You have youtubers asking to see girls butt holes, saying they masturbate to their fans, telling them they want an over sexualized GF.

Who is telling these girls, this isn't the path to live??

no one.

Instead, we are blaming women for falling for the psychological pressure, of everyone around them.

Especially, since many of these women are growing up in broken families, already emotionally vulnerable to the first manipulative "dominant" man.

Because of this, I know there there are many women, who are growing up with warped perspectives.

It's what leads to the arguments of "Every woman is whore, every woman just wants the chad with the biggest dick. Every woman just wants the guy with the most women. Women will leave you after 10 years if they find a shiny new thing"

And there isn't much I can do about this, other than don't settle for something that isn't perfect for you. Don't chase after women who don't want a home life like you do.

I know plenty of women who want the conservative, stay at home waifu life, but they think men all want women who are wage slaves, that whore themselves out.

This leads me into a bit of an argument that I have with "conservative" men.

The fact that they will find women who they deem as liberal or whores, or otherwise "unfit" to date long term, but they will still mess around and fuck them.

“A key that can open any lock is useful, while a lock that opens for any key is useless”

I've had countless men argue with me, as to why it's okay for them to fuck repeatedly, but not women.

That they need "experience" or that they're okay banging someone on the first date, but that just means she's not "wife" material.

Why is it "husband" material, to bang a liberal on the first date?

Because those women think differently, it's okay to turn them into toys to be passed around, as "experience"?

Why is it okay for a man to be a whore? No one should be sleeping with anyone on the first date.

Yet so many men try to reason why they should be allowed to.

I know there are people out there who disagree with me. I know people are going to argue that people should know or should be taught better, but

We are all humans, and we have moments of weakness.

I know there are a lot of bad women out there, gold diggers and people who would hurt you to get what you want.

But there is also a lot of bad men out there, willing to manipulate and dominate women, and use them how they see fit. I see it even with many of those who claim to be on "our side"

And it sows distrust on both sides, when we constantly say both genders are their extremes, and refuse to see that it's just another divisive tactic, constantly pushing the worst of both our genders to the front, and saying this is how everyone acts, instead of trying to find out why supposedly everyone acts this way.

And it's something we can fight, if we actually follow our own teachings, and pass it on to our children.

I know this post is all over the place, so if you read all this, I appreciate it.

It’s something I’ve wanted to talk about for awhile, and maybe make a video on? But it isn’t something I’ve articulated to many people.

As I’ve lamented, many people don’t share my views. Many people tell me that women somehow have all the power, and it’s unchecked women causing all this chaos.

I know women are a big part of it, but to say men are completely blameless is a disservice too.

How did women get this bad, if men didn’t allow them too?

https://respectfulinsolence.com/2020/02/14/fake-vaccinations-and-a-suicide-note-by-dr-van-koinis/

I posted a comment about this today and it reminded and inspired me to make this post.

The article is a little cucked here and there, but it consolidates the info.

So my family is a large family that has always been more awake than others.

When the deep state and illuminati started being mentioned in the mainstream, I shrugged because my mom has been ranting about floride and chem trails since before Alex Jones had InfoWars.

My parents have been anti-vax since having my severely autistic brother.

They got us shots for school and noticed a noticeable decline in his already present autism, that led to it being severe and on the lower end of functioning.

So when my parents had to find a new pediatrician a decade later, they tried to find someone who would fit their views.

Straight up I'll never have a doctor like him.

He was pediatric, but still saw me when I was an adult, for a variety of personal and monetary reasons.

When my parents had an unexpected child, he helped them get around the hospital not wanting to circumcise him for religious reasons (not that I personally believe in it, but its the thought that counts.)

He was very supportive of them when they expressed they didnt want vaccines for him, and mentioned his own personal biases against vaccines, stating that he believed most arent even necessary.

His nurse talked about her son not being vaxx'd, and the vibe was very anti-big medicine in general, and it was great.

We only stopped seeing him because we moved away from the hellhole that is Chicago.

So when my dad told me he had committed suicide in a park, I was pretty damn shocked. He was the nicest man in the world and he killed himself? (But, I've had depression, I know how it is)

But then I started reading the news...

He left behind a suicide note, and the one and only thing it mentions is vaccines? And he regrets what he was so passionate about with my parents? Giving parents a choice?

They said all it mentions is faking the vaxx status of kids. Thats it.

He helped parents who didnt want to vaccinate theirs kids, because they knew the risks.

It mentions he was still open to vaccines for those who wanted them, and never faked them for those who did, yet

At the end of his life, a parent notes him as being more anti-vax than ever, convincing her not to vaxx her son initially, because he believes its a "a virus' and "poison".

This same man then kills himself over the guilt of faking vaccine status?

This man had his own horror stories of vaccines. He believed in a more holistic and homeopathic approach to medicine. He was a single practitioner who didn't work in any hospital or medical building.

And he commits suicide right before covid outbreaks.

I dont believe in such coincidences.

TL;DR My old holistic, anti-vax Dr committed suicide over "guilt" from helping parents fake their childrens vax status.

A few weeks ago, my county got slapped with a "high rate of transmission" notice, and my job (Walmart) reinstated masks for everyone, regardless of status.

My team lead went on vacation pretty soon after this. Very upset that the vaxx'd had to remask, since that was her entire reason for it.

While she was gone, you could tell people were fed up. Masks were always below the chin on the floor, and no one wore masks in the back, with many ripping them off as soon as they walked through the associate doors.

Being with a medical exemption, I was provided with a face shield. I wore it once, realized it gave me horrible migraines (a condition I suffer from chronically already), and never wore it on the floor again.

I would keep it near my workstation, but never on me.

With this, I was only ever asked once to put it on, by one of the higher ranking members of management, but even he didnt care subsequent times he saw me.

Anyway. I had 4 days off, starting the day she got back.

When I went in this morning, it was a changed store.

I work the 4am shift, so its a couple hours before the store opened.

No one would wear their mask on the floor while we weren't open.

Yet as soon as I walked in, I saw masks hanging off of many chins. People wearing masks in the back.

At 6am my manager announced over the intercom that we were open, and everyone better "mask up". No one did this while she was gone.

I heard several people loudly complain about the new announcements.

3 times she came up to me, told me I have to wear my dunce gear or I have to go home. I told her the headgear causes migraines and she simply said "its policy." And walked away.

By the third she said she was done "asking" and sending me home, saying that I cant work here if I'm not going to wear a mask, and that if it puts me over points (for automatic termination) than so be it.

So yeah.

Ill be the third person gone this week, with 2 others putting in their notices.

People are tired of this. They aren't taking it anymore.

TL;DR: Mask Nazi comes back from vacation and tanks the entire store's moral, by micromanaging everyones mask wearing, since shes pissy that shes vaxx'd and has to re-wear one.

Massive quitting and firing all over the store ensue.

Edit: Thanks for all the support Pedes.

It's a definite firing as my medical issues have ironically caused me to either miss or go home early a few times, so I was already pretty close to my point limit for automatic firing, and I'm pretty sure she knew, since she just fired another one of my teammates.

I'm happy I stood my ground though, because I've been hearing that many of the ancient employees, who have been there for 20-30+ years, are getting fed up about it, and are planning to quit.

Side note about suing and such, my mother is actually a secretary for a law firm, that specializes in workers comp and other worker related issues, so her boss has already offered to take a look.

Hopefully it all goes well. At the very least, like most places, everywhere has a "Help Wanted" sign. I won't be without a job for long, and God seems to always guide me to where I need to go.

Repeating from a comment I posted,

This really is the only sentence anyone should keep in mind, when deciding whether to trust Parler or not.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rebekah_Mercer

In August 2018, she funded and co-founded the social networking service Parler.