On Father's Day, my own father got the vaccine. The Pfizer Vaccine, at the advice of my (innocent, loving, and simply misguided), stepmother. Though she sheepishly was pissed to the highest level at my refusal, even with my two confessions to her saying I would take it only to appease her, not because I believe it worked, I now stand alone in my family of three.

We have two big areas of strife in my family going on. One is a porn addiction I am fighting alone with the help of my stepmother (though she is hopeless that I will overcome due to my lack of actual growth in fighting it) and in this vaccine (which she is furious I won't take, but again it's all MSM mind control so that's where stand with that.)

If I take it, I only would under the knowledge that it is appointed unto man only once to die as the Good Bible has declared.

Not sure what to do. I feel defeated. I feel alone.

I feel betrayed.

Not by my family. But by principalities who have cheated me of my family.

The walls of my life are falling all around me.

My college has mandated the vaccine in the middle of my B.A. Program. My boss has been asking about my vaccine status (which is 0% and will remain that way.) My friends, whom I love and cherish, are vaccinated and want me to get vaccinated. My family is getting vaccinated and is concerned for me and my views on the matter.

It's all falling apart. I have a great amount of money for my age, 22, great possessions, and now as the best of my life begins to crumble, I'm out of options.

I ask that you pray for me, fellow pedes in Christ, as I plan to either fight it out or end it all.

For what is there left when all you love has been washed by the scum of brainwashers and evil doers.

What is left when everything you trust has been distorted.

What is life, without substance?