The website, swprs.org, I have found to be an incredibly handy source of information when trying to combat covid-19 misconceptions. (https://swprs.org/facts-about-covid-19/)
I have been a long time lurker, ever hopeful, but always cautious, never able to dismiss some of proofs or coincidences, nor fully commit.

This post is not meant to be an attack at this community, nor am I trying to inject a negative mentality, but when I see such blind faith from individuals in comments, it hurts me to think about how, if things don't come to pass, those people's worldview will take some kind of a shattering.

Anyway, I'm going to stop trying to justify myself here, people will view me however they will, links below (second link is hyperlinked within the first, but is much more meat and potatoes than the first, which seems to be more of an overview)
https://swprs.org/q-anon-may-have-been-an-fbi-psyop/
https://swprs.org/russian-hacking-nato-psyop-revealed/

As in keeping with my hope, I want nothing more than for me to have to come back in a couple days and eat all my words, but if that isn't the case, I feel like writing this post, may help soften the blow for a couple individuals.