Question for Christians.

I've been struggling with drug addiction for a decade. I believe in Jesus and have been praying, but have been failing over and over again.

I've recently looked into ibogaine, psychedelic therapy which I'm pretty scared of. At this point, I've gone through withdrawal and relapse so many times it is brutal.

I'm at my wits end.

However, is this sinful to use psychedelics for this purpose? Am i not trusting in God enough to change my mind and my sinful nature? I keep hearing these drugs are demonic, messing around in the spiritual realm and entering illegally. It also has massive risks of messing you up permanently, which Im pretty freaked out about.

I am not trying to mess around with demons. But at this point, I've heard so many testimonials that I figure it is the best bet for helping me. Am I not trusting Jesus enough?

Any advice would be appreciated. Thanks