You know of all my theories that's the one that resonates the most w/me. It seems to follow a flow chart that makes sense in my head. Him & Ryan were super tight. It is possible that Pence is actually a real good man & God-fearing Christian. In the way that people do even if they were "tight" it is possible Pence didn't know what Ryan was really all about. Honestly I thought he was ok until he got his panties in a bunch & wouldn't endorse any Republican candidate. Well no If I recall in fact it was because of Ryan that I began to realize that the Republican Party was against the people & part of the DS. It was when there were..wait was it ...there were 3 right? It was Trump, Jeb & Rubio or Cruz that were left? There was some sort of loophole clause thing that if something happened the GOP could just nominate their candidate & he thought he was a shoo in for 1st prize. But then Jeb & Cruz-io both backed out or quit they threw their towels which made POTUS auto candidate, errr some shit like that (my memory super sux sorry). Anyways after that he threw a fukn hissy fit cuz that loop was cut at the knees when this happened. So his dickheadedness was on full display for all including Pence to see. I could imagine Pence like most of the old guard (re:Rep party incumbents/Rinos) despised the very nature of Trump & his audacity. I could see him being against Trump & still for the Republic. Over the course of that initial 1st year you would have to be deaf, dumb, blind or evil not to get a MAGA high. To be resistant to the will of the people or immune to the America 1st Agenda. I would think it would be intoxicating for a true Patriot. To be in the Presence someone that undoubtedly was the chosen fighter of the people. To be at the side of a mere man with the solid determination to stand alone as the entire international might of the deep state charges towards him in order to protect the people. For him to witness an onslaught of arrows shot at this imperfect human as he not only took each hit & then healed like wolverine but proceeded to spit out these arrows like fire back at direction from whence they came to stand tall & beg for more & not to believe this man is doing Gods work would be inconceivable heresy. This could be why to me there was a type of desperation in Pence when I noticed a change. I felt a very similar desperation when I realized I was wrong about POTUS. I cried for my foolishness & shame. I pray y'all are right. No I'm lying that's not how I pray. I pray that I trust God plan, that whatever he does is by design & I will not doubt nor will I question. I pray that he might find me suitable enough to share his vision so that I may understand. I would like to know either way but like most tings in life this is not for me to decide. I'm sorry I go on , I have no one else to talk to about any of these things. Thank you for humoring me with your responses. I stand with you my fellow Patriot & love you as my fellow man