I know what you are saying. I think you just need to take a step back and look at the big picture. It is NOT just the Catholic church. It is all of them. In the new testament you can see that Christians meet in houses. Everybody shared the gifts God gave them. Now we go to church and are told how to walk with God. Now we have "professionals" and regular people. Of course they will not admit that little fact. It is like the Democrats not admitting there was massive fraud. We all know something is wrong but as long as it is not "proven" we pretend