I'm excited too.

I have learned so much these last few years I'm pray a LOT now,

But I worry about my loved ones, learning about the children has definitely been a heartbreaker. This will be worse for them.

I feel so ashamed and guilty this went on and I didn't see it. Im ashamed and guilty of throwing up after reading about adrenachrome, and everything- the suffering they endured while I was safe and warm, keeps me up at night,