But, in this story, we the people are the victims of the story.

It is getting very hard for me to continue to read about my own takedown, and the takedown of the country I love and that I want my loved ones to enjoy.

I know there is a plan, and I believe in the plan, but I don't know how much more of this waiting I can handle. My watching this pot isn't going to make it boil any faster, and I think I need to take a break from this all. I've thought about going fishing or an a golf trip, but I wouldn't feel okay leaving my family without me there to protect them if needed.

I don't know if I can make it to March 4. I'm not getting off the train, but I think I'm going to the caboose to take a nap for several days before I go insane. There are other things to do besides watch this unfold, a process in which I am helpless.

Good luck to all and someone come wake me when our team goes on offense.