Little off topic but hopefully seen to have some value. I'm a recovering addict of meth and heroin. I hahe cut heroin out but have still had battle with it. I have become such an outcast in my life that I started to only find joy in learning and researching Q. I learned to accept combining the two because it helped me understand Q more. So having the truth shown to doesn't always cause u to change ur view and just step over to the light. U find other Vises and work from there. What I'm curious is does anybody have anything they can share that can help me help others when there world is turned upside down, to not have to go down the path I went through where I started to use addiction to drugs as a tool to accept things I was learning. Alot of people will be lost when the arrest happens and it easier if we can guide them to us with little stops fighting each vise and just blaze right past them. I know not feeling part of society can cause great pain and I'm just wondering if anyone has ideas or thoughts about personal or second hand experience with this.i want to have as much input as possible to prevent what I went through from happening to other
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Ryan,
From this post --- ?
Here you said only from Political chaos, did you become Addicted to heroin & meth. But
in c/christianity you said you were Kicked-out of the Marines for drugs Addiction over a decade ago, so how many years have you been Battling with who knows how many drugs Addictions ?
Also you said Publically for over a year How "many people" in your com munity you already told about me, & you would love Welcoming me into Amanda's Condo where you both live...
UM, considering Facts = I have NOT drunk coffee, & have never Smoked anything, & Refuse all drugs (street, prescriptions, OTC, & other poisonous crap) even as 40 years as an ICU-nurse, & only drink Home-brewed Blueberry-wine twice yearly at our Teaching-organizations dinners, - AND have Not accepted any clients with any such ADDictions,
Even tho you "go to church & Lead... the Pastor & run Projector on Sunday"
I do NOT think coming anywhere near you IRL is a good idea, at all. --
Obviously, we live TOTALLY different lives.
Been clean for years now. I did t start from political chaos not sure how u read that. Again though u musta spent hours going through my post looking for stuff. Kek
Everything I have shared here I have always been open and honest about. Not sure why now u are just getting it. I can't change my past only how I move forward..Jesus has forgiven me for these things, if u can't that's on you.
Forgiveness isn't the issue for me. -- YET, my Safety (mind+body) is.
Kek is right. = First looked for 13 (other specific) guys, when noticed the Death-angel character. Next, saw 2 things you said, so wandered off, to your other contexts. --- But as your 4 were Not on my Radar, even as quite the discoveries, I won't bother with such.
Well at what point are u no longer gonna see me as a drug addict? I have saught forgiveness from Jesus and repented of it. Now have been clean for years.