Its a good sign to think you are going insane, because Godly things appear to be insanity to those thatbso not know Him. I know exactly how you feel, I have had dreams, one in particular, and I keep it close to my heart. If I tell anyone they might think I am crazy, but the memory of it, and of Him, bring me comfort amd peace in times of uncertainty. Remember this moment, seize it, use it as fuel for your fire for God. Thanks for sharing. God will do a miracle in His time, because he is sovereign.