Well tell you the truth, that why none of us kids feared much over the bomb. My parents were the most the most faithful people as ever existed in the history of the world. I saw my mothers faith put to the test many times, and never flag or fail. My grandma was a woman of legendary faith, the stories run deep in my family or extraordinary acts of faith. That God has chosen to make me struggle to overcome sin, I can't say why, but I know in time it's for some reason.