I must ask if all this stuff is constantly playing out in your dreams/sleep, too? I don't have specific dreams about it, but after reading about it all day, I can tell it's deeply embedded in my psyche. I am not worried, overall, like I was when it didn't play out like we assumed it would and definitely lost sleep those nights. I rest much more easily now. I thank God for the peace, which surpasses ALL understanding, and I am thankful for you lot. This is an amazing place to be!