I see where you are coming from and feel similar. This feeling is beyond frustrated. We are all being gaslit, know it, voted for the change we wanted, know he won in a landslide in our hear of hearts, we see all the evidence to show it was stolen from him, and are now living in a country we do not recognize, when we have done nothing wrong, but an elite cadre of criminals have screwed us all to transform this country/ the world into their ideal vision. Next stop the great reset! See you all at the gulags!