The problem is, you cannot go back to being ignorant again.
Short of blunt force trauma, you cannot unlearn something once you've taken it on board.
You are no longer the person you were before, and it is literally impossible to go back to him. He was blind. You have vision.
Doesn't mean you can't calm yourself down, and get a little more zen about things-- but if you set out to recapture the old self, you will ultimately fail.
My take: You have a problem.
The problem is, you cannot go back to being ignorant again.
Short of blunt force trauma, you cannot unlearn something once you've taken it on board.
You are no longer the person you were before, and it is literally impossible to go back to him. He was blind. You have vision.
Doesn't mean you can't calm yourself down, and get a little more zen about things-- but if you set out to recapture the old self, you will ultimately fail.