Shit happens , none of us are perfect . I'd say he's not worth you beating yourself up over it . I get so tired of seeing people that never show there work, its always "my sources" and it never pans out . I'm right there with you . I've been looking into this stuff since the beginning and have seen a lot of those types come and go . You know it's ok for someone not to get things right all the time but never once heard his type fuss up to it , so fuck um !