How you are feeling is understandable. Way too many people claim to be in the know and the amount of disinformation they spread is dispiriting. I am not an expert on the topics covered on this site, like a lot of people I migrated here when everywhere else turned negative. I stayed because many of the posts here give me hope. I also stayed because this site contributed to me returning to my faith. My faith leads me to believe the following:

1. “The Plan” is God’s plan and will happen in God’s time
2. There is also “A Plan” executed by people and it changes based on moves and countermoves. We don’t know its timing either.
3. God does not want to give you more than you can handle, when you feel you have more than you can handle give it to God.
4. Practice non-violence, now define what stand up and fight means to you, contribute what you can emotionally afford to contribute.