Heart is just broken
The world is in shambles
My friends and family abandon me, they see nothing but the matrix before them
I moved away from my family and friends, a whole new state
Watching, like all of you, waiting for stuff to happen - then I could reclaim my life, friends and family
Woke up this morning and my facebook has been deactivated. Thats how I communicated with my friends and family, thats how I shared my daughters photos with family. Ive had that account since middle school. I am devastated, I knew the risks and I am still just hit hard. I feel lower than Ive felt in a long time.
Please pray for me, pray for the patriots and pray for some movement. I am begging God to please show me the hope
God would not send you the darkness dear if He felt you could bare the light... For you would not cling to His guiding hand, if your way was always bright... For few of us choose to walk by faith, could we always walk by sight...
This true He has many an anguish, for your sorrowful heart to bear..
Many a cruel thorned crown, for your tired head to wear.... He knows how few would reach Heaven at all, if pain did not guide them there.....
So He sends you the blinding darkness and the furnace of seven fold heat..... Tis the only way, believe me, to keep you close to His feet... For tis always so easy to wander, when our lives are glad and sweet....
So nestle your hand in The Fathers and sing if you can as you go.... For a song may cheer someone behind you, whose spirit is sinking low.... And well if your lips do quiver....God will love you better so....
Blessings for you...take heart you are never alone!