Heart is just broken
The world is in shambles
My friends and family abandon me, they see nothing but the matrix before them
I moved away from my family and friends, a whole new state
Watching, like all of you, waiting for stuff to happen - then I could reclaim my life, friends and family
Woke up this morning and my facebook has been deactivated. Thats how I communicated with my friends and family, thats how I shared my daughters photos with family. Ive had that account since middle school. I am devastated, I knew the risks and I am still just hit hard. I feel lower than Ive felt in a long time.
Please pray for me, pray for the patriots and pray for some movement. I am begging God to please show me the hope
No matter what is going on in government, good or bad, look after yourself first.
I check in here once a day for highlights now, I’m not glued to every report and whisper anymore.
Admittedly this trial will peak my interest for the duration but we do have to except that it may not work out to our time expectations..
Please just take a break for a bit, read a fiction book, try and concentrate on the good in the world. This shit here can get way too heavy on the soul.