Get a verse by verse commentary on Revelation. (I like this series, but you’ll find what you need if you look) You’ll gain deeper understanding. There’s the “story” (prophesied historical events) and the underlying symbolic meaning of the “story” (Who’s Who in the Zoo) and then there’s the utterly obscure spiritual meaning which can be experienced but not described. (God is in the Dark. ie Moses at Sinai) Skeleton, bone, marrow. All miraculous in their way, but the marrow is sweet.
Even Dante needed a guide. You’ll never find your way in or out, or know what you’ve seen without one. God Bless. Amen