This looks like great hopium, but I'm strung out. I'm about ready to give up, honestly. Actions speak louder than words and the only actions that "we the people" are seeing are negative ones. I'm sick of being told to wear a mask- I WILL NOT. I am sick of everyone around me being so ignorant to the truth.. I'm sick of not knowing what is going on in the country I live in. I just want to know we're safe. I want to know that I will not be punished for having an at-home birth. I want to know that my future kids won't be forced to take this disgusting vaccine. I want to know that when they grow up, they will have the same opportunities to make an honest living like their parents made. But for now, I am sitting on my hands, waiting... waiting for the powers-to-be to tell me that we're going to be okay.. and I can believe them. I have spent 35 years trying to do the right thing and making my life better than where I came from... and now what? Now I don't know if I will even be able to have kids. I don't want them to grow up in a world where they are treated the way I have been treated. I've always treated people with respect, and treat them how I want to be treated.. that's all out the window now. I feel like I have no control over my future right now, and it's ruining me. I was a cheerleader, but now I'm just....sad. I love Trump, and I trust him.. I Trust the plan.. I'm just getting really warn out.
Until at least one cabal member is publically punished I take it all with a grain of salt. I'm also done trying to wake people who don't really want to listen and am tired of looking silly when another date passes and things only get worse.
Its been a bloody long 4plus years for some of us ... Datefagging, hopes dashed, watching the evil scum act with seeming impunity. I do not blame anyone who has shared this journey for having their doubts at one time or another.
As someone said to me, "if it's getting too much, take a break and get out in nature to recharge, then return when you're ready. We will still be here for you fren."
Those words brought me much comfort when things were dark and hoping they may help someone who needs to hear them now.
Thank you for the understanding, I appreciate it. I am one of the VERY loyal patriot, but sometimes this gets to me. We all know its not about us as individuals.. we all know that "the needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few" but sometimes.... sometimes I just want to give up. I won't give up, but I want to. I know that there are people in WAY WORSE situations than me, and those are the ones they are truly trying to save right now.. but as an average American citizen, I get tired of waiting for everyone else to catch up. I live in a VERY cold state that has snow until April, so I am doing my very best to get out of the house as much as possible. Luckily, the birds are returning!
This looks like great hopium, but I'm strung out. I'm about ready to give up, honestly. Actions speak louder than words and the only actions that "we the people" are seeing are negative ones. I'm sick of being told to wear a mask- I WILL NOT. I am sick of everyone around me being so ignorant to the truth.. I'm sick of not knowing what is going on in the country I live in. I just want to know we're safe. I want to know that I will not be punished for having an at-home birth. I want to know that my future kids won't be forced to take this disgusting vaccine. I want to know that when they grow up, they will have the same opportunities to make an honest living like their parents made. But for now, I am sitting on my hands, waiting... waiting for the powers-to-be to tell me that we're going to be okay.. and I can believe them. I have spent 35 years trying to do the right thing and making my life better than where I came from... and now what? Now I don't know if I will even be able to have kids. I don't want them to grow up in a world where they are treated the way I have been treated. I've always treated people with respect, and treat them how I want to be treated.. that's all out the window now. I feel like I have no control over my future right now, and it's ruining me. I was a cheerleader, but now I'm just....sad. I love Trump, and I trust him.. I Trust the plan.. I'm just getting really warn out.
It's not about what you want
you do not trust the plan. if you doubt you do not trust.
hope is not faith.
Until at least one cabal member is publically punished I take it all with a grain of salt. I'm also done trying to wake people who don't really want to listen and am tired of looking silly when another date passes and things only get worse.
Its been a bloody long 4plus years for some of us ... Datefagging, hopes dashed, watching the evil scum act with seeming impunity. I do not blame anyone who has shared this journey for having their doubts at one time or another.
As someone said to me, "if it's getting too much, take a break and get out in nature to recharge, then return when you're ready. We will still be here for you fren."
Those words brought me much comfort when things were dark and hoping they may help someone who needs to hear them now.
Thank you for the understanding, I appreciate it. I am one of the VERY loyal patriot, but sometimes this gets to me. We all know its not about us as individuals.. we all know that "the needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few" but sometimes.... sometimes I just want to give up. I won't give up, but I want to. I know that there are people in WAY WORSE situations than me, and those are the ones they are truly trying to save right now.. but as an average American citizen, I get tired of waiting for everyone else to catch up. I live in a VERY cold state that has snow until April, so I am doing my very best to get out of the house as much as possible. Luckily, the birds are returning!