I've been redpilled for quite some time. But I was completely unaware of Q and the Great Awakening until just after the Nov elections. My search for the truth of what happened ultimately led me here.
I'm fully awake now. First thing I do when I wake up is check TGAW. However I'm exhausted. I need to take a break, and some of my personal relationships are suffering as it feels like my psyche and personhood is under siege, my real self only emerging or sallying forth, when the cavalry arrives and POTUS is restored. Then I can show and help those around me come to grips with what happened. Like I said I need to take a break for a while, but at the same time I'm quite obsessive. I struggle not to check this site and other outlets I trust every hour for fear of missing something.
I know some of you have been woken up for years now, how do you handle it?
Recent times have been harder because there is a dangling prospect that if could be dealt with. I remember the news claiming Clinton's foray into Kosovo was inconvenient because he was being impeached for the Lewinsky thing - late nineties. Seemed more like a deliberate distraction to me, pure warmongering for approval. Then obviously 911, and ongoing fake terrorism. I always called 911 the enabling-works for a totalitarian world order. Everyone thought me nuts. I obsessed over those things. I remember trying to redpill a structural engineer: "How can a symmetrical structure collapse symmetrically as a result of asymmetrical damage?" - "No that would be impossible" - then you show them that is what happened on 911. "you're an idiot!"
Trust yourself. Be exactly who you want to be. Focus on the good things in your life and protect your family. Try to get some rest. We live for the truth and we will be vindicated by it, in time. Listen to the quiet voice that loves you.
The last year has been the toughest yet.