I've been redpilled for quite some time. But I was completely unaware of Q and the Great Awakening until just after the Nov elections. My search for the truth of what happened ultimately led me here.
I'm fully awake now. First thing I do when I wake up is check TGAW. However I'm exhausted. I need to take a break, and some of my personal relationships are suffering as it feels like my psyche and personhood is under siege, my real self only emerging or sallying forth, when the cavalry arrives and POTUS is restored. Then I can show and help those around me come to grips with what happened. Like I said I need to take a break for a while, but at the same time I'm quite obsessive. I struggle not to check this site and other outlets I trust every hour for fear of missing something.
I know some of you have been woken up for years now, how do you handle it?
This is a very good post, OP.
I'm old, nearly 80. It is a gift to be impelled to seek truth which is clearly the case for you. You are fortunate to have this gift in your youth and to be aware of it with the clarity you exhibit.
The suffering you experience that is coming from failing relationships with people who believe the msm lies that surround all of us is coming from those lies. You can see that easily and clearly. The suffering isn't coming from truth, it comes from the lies. If we all moved into acceptance of the lies the suffering would not go away it, would increase. Living in truth is the only way to eliminate suffering.
You are young but you are already aware of this.
So what is true? What will withstand the most rigorous examination and remain unscathed?
That kind of truth isn't economic or political. That kind of truth is in fact beyond telling. It is something so pervasive and profound that you will have to find it within yourself. All of us have to find this for ourselves. No one can find it for you.
The reason is that finding the constant truth that can never be contradicted means eliminating all false ideas. What remains is true.
You tell us you feel that your psyche and personhood are under siege. This is actually a great gift. It will lead you to find what you truly are. When you realize the true nature of your being you will know that you are invulnerable, that your true neture is beyond harm, beyond confusion, beyond doubt.
How to do this? How to realize you are beynd harm?
When you have this "under seige" feeling look at the feeling and study yourself and find what it is in you that is not being affected by the siege. There will be something. It may be difficut to find this invulnerable center at first but it is ALWAYS there, in you. It never leaves. It is absolutely constant.
This is your true being. The magnificent ones all found this truth of their own being; Christ found it, Buddha found it, Probably Trump has found it too.
There's no age limit for finding your true self. You can do it this year. You have to be earnest in your effort to realize what you are. Your true nature cannot be hidden from you. The "finding" isn't "looking here and there". Your true nature isn't "here and there", is it?
Where will you look to find your true nature?
What will do the looking?